Friday, October 5, 2007
Thanks everyone for reminding me that I have yet to post the outcome of my August doctor's visit with you. I did blog about our adoption plan falling through, but there is a reason for everything that happens in life.
After my last visit in August, I did receive good news; my pap results were normal. That is my 2nd normal result in an ongoing battle for almost 2 years. Dr. Richmond said that I could quit taking my birth control, and then after two months, Jay and I could start trying to conceive. This was such a wonderful day ... not only because I was able to have a child BUT also because my body was functioning properly.
Now to answer all of your questions ... Are we trying to conceive?
Verdict ... We're not purposely trying to conceive, i.e. tracking my ovulation and so on. I quit taking my birth control the day that Dr. Richmond told me to, and I must say that I feel better being off of it. However, if we get pregnant, I'll be excited, but at the same time, we're not stressing over it and trying to get pregnant within a designated period of time. I'm of the mindset that WHATEVER HAPPENS WILL HAPPEN.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
A friend of mine emailed the below FORWARD on abortion to me, and I completely had the snubs after reading it. I wanted to share it with you!
Month One
MOMMY, I am only 4 inches long, but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
MOMMY, today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what MOMMY, I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month Four
MOMMY, my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
MOMMY, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby, MOMMY, your baby.
I think and feel.
MOMMY, what's abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
MOMMY, what is it?
It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
MOMMY! HELP me!
Month Seven
MOMMY, I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me, MOMMY?
Every abortion is just one more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.
I'M BACK ON TRACK!!! The verdict for this week ... I lost 3.4 lbs. I made a very worthwhile investment last week and bought one of the Weight Watchers digital scales. I think I'm starting to get old because I was having a hard time reading the old-fashioned scales. Other than feeling a little under the weather, I'm escstatic about pushing towards my goal. I need to start exercising more than I have been ... it's just time to bring my physical activity up a notch. Thanks for all of your encouragement during last week's weigh-in. Until next time ...
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Whoa is me!!! Last week definitely was unsuccessful, but I have to say that I'm back on track as of yesterday. I understand that I gave in to unhealthy choices, but from today forward, I can make the right decisions I had been making before I fell off the wagon during the Pigeon Forge trip.
The verdict: I gained all of my 6 1/2 lbs. back while on vacation.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
This week started really well with my motivation level high, but when we visited Martinsville to see Talon, it was difficult for me to stay on track. There is an Italian restaurant that we have in my hometown of Lexington called Elizabeth's. WELL, Martinsville has this same restaurant so I couldn't resist the taste of their MANICOTTI. I know .... loads and loads of calories, carbohydrates, and fat. BUT, wait, THERE'S MORE ....
We went out to dinner Saturday night, went bowling, and on the way home, Talon and I were hungry. I stopped by Burger King, and instead of making a healthy selection, I ordered a WHOPPER. Needless to say, my weekend was extremely unsuccessful.
BUT, on the positive side, I went straight back to my normal routine yesterday morning, and that definitely put a smile on my face. It made me feel good to know that I was striving for my goal.
So I know you're waiting for the verdict .... I lost 1 lb. this week.






